{"id":21,"date":"2003-11-27T10:38:00","date_gmt":"2003-11-27T10:38:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/silvanus.darkbydesign.com\/journal\/?p=21"},"modified":"2007-06-28T20:14:18","modified_gmt":"2007-06-28T20:14:18","slug":"gra","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/silvanus.darkbydesign.com\/journal\/gra","title":{"rendered":"Gra"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Torment eats my soul<br \/>\nSomething touched, felt, never known<br \/>\nUnable to satiate the beast inside<br \/>\nSolutions elude<br \/>\nSeeking understaning<br \/>\nDeprived of concious thought<br \/>\nImagination overwhelming<br \/>\nBeating, thrashing, confounding<br \/>\nMy heart guides me,<br \/>\nMy logic tells me,<br \/>\nWhich is true?<br \/>\nWhat should I do?<br \/>\nI reach levels of grasping<br \/>\nbut find them illogical<br \/>\nPain follows me,<br \/>\nTorments me,<br \/>\nRends my soul<br \/>\nWish I could believe<br \/>\nThat which seems to be reality<br \/>\nBut imagination takes me aflight<br \/>\nand confuses me again<br \/>\nWant to understand<br \/>\nWant it to be gra<br \/>\nFear it is achasan<br \/>\nCannot handle the pain<br \/>\nThe torment inside<br \/>\nMy brain is filled to bursting with possiblities<br \/>\nWhich is the thread fate will choose?<br \/>\nWill the skein be cut clean?<br \/>\nWill it be allowed to weave?<br \/>\nMy soul is the playground of Eris<br \/>\nnow tormented with the possibility<br \/>\nThe risk is great<br \/>\nBut is the reward the greater?<br \/>\nIs the risk worth the gamble?<br \/>\nIf snake&#8217;s eye I roll,<br \/>\nThe pain will be great<br \/>\nIf seven or eleven,<br \/>\nThe prize inconceivable<br \/>\nPlease grant me the clue<br \/>\nto unravel this tangle of despair.<br \/>\nWill I cast true<br \/>\nor will confusion begin anew?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Torment eats my soul Something touched, felt, never known Unable to satiate the beast inside Solutions elude Seeking understaning Deprived of concious thought Imagination overwhelming Beating, thrashing, confounding My heart guides me, My logic tells me, Which is true? What should I do? I reach levels of grasping but find them illogical Pain follows me, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[13],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/silvanus.darkbydesign.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/silvanus.darkbydesign.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/silvanus.darkbydesign.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/silvanus.darkbydesign.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/silvanus.darkbydesign.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=21"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/silvanus.darkbydesign.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/silvanus.darkbydesign.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=21"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/silvanus.darkbydesign.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=21"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/silvanus.darkbydesign.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=21"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}