{"id":24,"date":"2003-12-09T03:42:00","date_gmt":"2003-12-09T03:42:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/silvanus.darkbydesign.com\/journal\/?p=24"},"modified":"2007-06-28T20:14:01","modified_gmt":"2007-06-28T20:14:01","slug":"goddamnit-eris","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/silvanus.darkbydesign.com\/journal\/goddamnit-eris","title":{"rendered":"Goddamnit Eris"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>My life is a complete and total point of confusion.<br \/>\nArrgh!  I just want some freaking stability.  Once I get to a point where I&#8217;m getting things under control there is a kink in the works, grrr.  I wanna smash my brain and make it quit thinking the thoughts it does.  I want calmness, not discord.  Everything should be smooth, not all jacked up like it is.<br \/>\nI want to take my heart out, I don&#8217;t want to feel anymore.  It just creates problems I have no way of possibly solving.<br \/>\nAnyway, as usual my entries are at the behest of my tormented psyche. STOP IT BRAIN, OR I&#8217;LL STAB YOU WITH A Q-TIP!!<\/p>\n<p>Freak&#8230; Out.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>My life is a complete and total point of confusion. Arrgh! I just want some freaking stability. Once I get to a point where I&#8217;m getting things under control there is a kink in the works, grrr. I wanna smash my brain and make it quit thinking the thoughts it does. I want calmness, not [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[13],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/silvanus.darkbydesign.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/silvanus.darkbydesign.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/silvanus.darkbydesign.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/silvanus.darkbydesign.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/silvanus.darkbydesign.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=24"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/silvanus.darkbydesign.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/silvanus.darkbydesign.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=24"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/silvanus.darkbydesign.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=24"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/silvanus.darkbydesign.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=24"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}