Goddamnit Eris
My life is a complete and total point of confusion.
Arrgh! I just want some freaking stability. Once I get to a point where I’m getting things under control there is a kink in the works, grrr. I wanna smash my brain and make it quit thinking the thoughts it does. I want calmness, not discord. Everything should be smooth, not all jacked up like it is.
I want to take my heart out, I don’t want to feel anymore. It just creates problems I have no way of possibly solving.
Anyway, as usual my entries are at the behest of my tormented psyche. STOP IT BRAIN, OR I’LL STAB YOU WITH A Q-TIP!!
Freak… Out.