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The Corrs – Dreams (Fleetwood Mac Cover)

Now here we go again
You say you want your freedom
Well who I am to keep you down
It’s only right that you should
Play the way you feel it
But listen carefully to the sound
Of your loneliness
Like a heartbeat…drives you mad
In the stillness of remembering what you had
And what you lost
And what you had
And what you lost

[Chorus]
Thunder only happens when it’s raining
Players only love you when they’re playing
Say women they will come and they will go
When the rain washes you clean, you’ll know

Now here I go again, I see the crystal visions
I keep my visions to myself
It’s only me
Who wants to wrap around your dreams and
Have you any dreams you’d like to sell?
Dreams of loneliness
Like a heartbeat…drives you mad
In the stillness of remembering what you had
And what you lost
What you had
And what you lost

[Chorus]
Thunder only happens when it’s raining
Players only love you when they’re playing
Say women they will come and they will go
When the rain washes you clean, you’ll know

Just finished helping set up for a late Halloween party at my friends Brad and Tenille’s place. It looks to be a really cool party! I’m going to deck out all demon style again, that’s what they all want me to do. Apparently I look pretty good when I do that, so we’ll see.
Jackie is going with me, so it should be pretty fun, hopefully. I don’t know a whole lot of the people that will be there, but Brad, Tenille, Jeff and Tara are pretty cool people so I’m assuming their friends will be too 🙂
It’s kind of nice getting to go to a ‘small’ costume party after anyway, since the dance at UVSC had pretty much nothing but hip-hop playing. I don’t really dig on the hip-hop too much.
Should hopefully be starting my other job here pretty soon. It’ll be great, just a few extra hours, and I’ll be making a fair amount of extra money. Need some good savings to get myself to California comfortably.
Anyway, got a long day ahead. Gonna crash now.

Not really anything to say, other than I love this song. The lyrics just don’t do the whole of it justice either, Type-O kicks ass.

Artist: Type O Negative
Album: October Rust
Title: Love You To Death

In her place one hundred candles burning
as salty sweat drips from her breast
her hips move and I can feel what they’re saying, swaying
They say the beast inside of me’s gonna get ya, get ya,get…

Black lipstick stains her glass of red wine
I am your servant, may I light your cigarette?
Those lips smooth, yeah I can feel what you’re saying, praying
They say the beast inside of me’s gonna get ya, get ya, get…

I beg to serve, your wish is my law
Now close those eyes and let me love you to death
Shall I prove I mean what i’m saying, begging
I say the beast inside of me’s gonna get ya, get ya, get..

Let me love you too
Let me love you to death

Hey am I good enough for you?
Hey am i good enough for you?
Am I?
Am I?
Am I good enough
for you?

Well, another Halloween come and gone. This year was nothing real spectacular. Went to a dance at UVSC with Jackie, Alicia and Maria.
The music sucked ass as is usual with ‘mainstream’ events around here. God I hate listening to nothing but hip-hop, especially ’cause i really don’t like it. I can dance to the shit, but why? I mainly just sat there at the dance, and didn’t get too into it. I think I will just make sure to go clubbing or something from now on for Halloween.

Halloween has this tendency to make me feel very alone when I am single. I really just wish that I had somebody to closely share holidays like this with. I ache inside and it totally drives me nuts, I don’t want to feel like I need someone, I just want to lose these emotions.

Well, I’m going to go soak in the tub and feel sorry for myself until I prune out.