Silvanus' Blog

Well, I’ve been busy as hell. Life as usual.
Been working on my friend Doug’s site for his Sci-Fi Festival that he’s having this weekend. I’m kind of disappointed I can’t go, but unfortunately I have to work both days.
Just got myself a couple more bottles of Vampire wine, Yay! The Merlot tasted assy again this year, but the Pinot Grigio was nummerlicious, so I had to get more.

Anyway, I’m trying to do 20 things at once and doing this update too. So I’m going to end this now and focus on my other junk.

Artist: Siouxie And The Banshees
Album: Peepshow
Title: The Last Beat Of My Heart

In the sharp gust of love
My memory stirred
When time wreathed a rose
A garland of shame
Its thorn my only delight
War torn, afraid to speak
We dare to breathe
Majestic
Imperial
A bridge of sighs
Solitude sails
In a wave of forgiveness
On angels’ wings

Reach out your hands
Don’t turn your back
Don’t walk away
How in the world
Can i wish for this?
Never to be torn apart
Close to you
’til the last beat
Of my heart

At the close of day
The sunset cloaks
These words in shadowplay
Here and now, long and loud
My heart cries out
And the naked bone of an echo says
Don’t walk away

Reach out your hands
I’m just a step away
How in the world
Can i wish for this?
Never to be torn apart
Close to you
’til the last beat
Of my heart

How in the world
Can i wish for this?
Never to be torn apart
’til the last beat
’til the last fleeting beat
Of my heart

The Corrs – Dreams (Fleetwood Mac Cover)

Now here we go again
You say you want your freedom
Well who I am to keep you down
It’s only right that you should
Play the way you feel it
But listen carefully to the sound
Of your loneliness
Like a heartbeat…drives you mad
In the stillness of remembering what you had
And what you lost
And what you had
And what you lost

[Chorus]
Thunder only happens when it’s raining
Players only love you when they’re playing
Say women they will come and they will go
When the rain washes you clean, you’ll know

Now here I go again, I see the crystal visions
I keep my visions to myself
It’s only me
Who wants to wrap around your dreams and
Have you any dreams you’d like to sell?
Dreams of loneliness
Like a heartbeat…drives you mad
In the stillness of remembering what you had
And what you lost
What you had
And what you lost

[Chorus]
Thunder only happens when it’s raining
Players only love you when they’re playing
Say women they will come and they will go
When the rain washes you clean, you’ll know

Just finished helping set up for a late Halloween party at my friends Brad and Tenille’s place. It looks to be a really cool party! I’m going to deck out all demon style again, that’s what they all want me to do. Apparently I look pretty good when I do that, so we’ll see.
Jackie is going with me, so it should be pretty fun, hopefully. I don’t know a whole lot of the people that will be there, but Brad, Tenille, Jeff and Tara are pretty cool people so I’m assuming their friends will be too 🙂
It’s kind of nice getting to go to a ‘small’ costume party after anyway, since the dance at UVSC had pretty much nothing but hip-hop playing. I don’t really dig on the hip-hop too much.
Should hopefully be starting my other job here pretty soon. It’ll be great, just a few extra hours, and I’ll be making a fair amount of extra money. Need some good savings to get myself to California comfortably.
Anyway, got a long day ahead. Gonna crash now.