Archive for November 1st, 2003

Halloween

Well, another Halloween come and gone. This year was nothing real spectacular. Went to a dance at UVSC with Jackie, Alicia and Maria.
The music sucked ass as is usual with ‘mainstream’ events around here. God I hate listening to nothing but hip-hop, especially ’cause i really don’t like it. I can dance to the shit, but why? I mainly just sat there at the dance, and didn’t get too into it. I think I will just make sure to go clubbing or something from now on for Halloween.

Halloween has this tendency to make me feel very alone when I am single. I really just wish that I had somebody to closely share holidays like this with. I ache inside and it totally drives me nuts, I don’t want to feel like I need someone, I just want to lose these emotions.

Well, I’m going to go soak in the tub and feel sorry for myself until I prune out.